Totally Random ?

So, here I am after a long hiatus, thinking of something to write. Actually, this blog is probably going to be totally random and am just going to pen down whatever I am thinking right now.

So I realize, I use the word probably many times; like always. I think, am I indecisive? or do I just say probably to take into account that for something to be definite, the probability has to be one or zero. But then, nothing is 100% true. So, probably the later use is pretty much true for me. There I go again, probably!

Whoa, that was random. It’s like am writing anything and everything that on my mind. Random eh? Is there anything out there which is random? Probably not. I mean in computer science, you have an algorithm to generate random numbers. A definite algorithm which produces a random result. Strange, isn’t it? So, back in Stone Age, the occurrence of most causes of death was random, or so called random. These days, researchers try to tie in genetic alterations, pathway analysis, preclinical research and what not, to understand this so called randomness. My take: lack or knowledge, awareness make things look random. I mean, look at it, people who can’t read English, may think this blog is full of random strange looking pictures (alphabets).That’s something to think about.

This blog is confusing. Confusion eh? What is that? Randomness. But then again, if randomness is the lack of awareness, then confusion is a lack of orderliness. Thoughts flying in and out without a sequence without any co-relation with one another.. I need to go and play frisbee right now, so will continue this later.

So, am back trying to get into the confusion mode which I was trying to write about 2 days back. It’s pretty difficult to get into the same random though process as before. So, am literally thinking right now to continue the random post or, write some comprehensible stuff. Keep in mind, am typing as things get into my mind. This is pretty difficult, because all the time, I am getting though which do not exactly co-relate to the blog. So, is that confusion? Or just a lack of concentration. No idea, if you ask me.

Blank. This was exactly the state of my mind a moment after I typed the last statement. And then I go, what next. I cannot imagine, I am putting up 2 minutes of my thought process on to the World Wide Web and expect people to read it. But in the back of my mind I know, they will.

This is enough, my 2 cents after a long hiatus may make people feel I have lost my marbles. I promise people, my next blog will be much more comprehensible, with probably a mushy poem thrown in. So, that’s it for today, do have a great day.

Adios


Saying of the day: Photo sathi, aho, punha ekda.

Realisation: Need to write more comprehensible stuff often. Also, need to step on the pro bono things I keep talking about.

Dedications: Myself and my mind in the state of confusion.